This is to you and you know who you are..

Don't be too quick to judge, for i see traces of her in you..

In all honesty, u didn't have to TRY HARD to be there if u didn't want to in the first place, cos really, there wasn't much of a difference, Really. Why put yourself through the trouble, or in this instance, torture?

Gee I wonder what you ppl learn in churches today or whatever groups you hang out in. Perhaps the words "forgive" and "give ppl a chance" just flew out of the window over time.
Well don't worry, give us some time, and we'd be out of this place and perhaps out of your life as you hoped / wished for.

And guess what, I give up. Why should I encourage an outsider to try so hard to please / appeal to someone who won't even give her a chance to? Face it, you totally shut her out of the door from day one. And no, I don't need your approval on who I date.

Maybe you do think that the world revolves around you, maybe you think you've done / achieved so much more. Good for you. Congratulations! Hopefully you know how to stand up once you fall. Please stop thinking you're all so perfect, cos you're far from in. At least I know, if I fall, I can stand up again. Can you?

True some decisions may have caused some disappointment to whoever. But who's to judge? I didn't put those expectations up. You / they did. I don't have to live my life pleasing you / living up to whosever expectations now do I?

For all who were to some extent, let down for whatever expectations u set for me, I'm sorry. Truthfully I am. And I also don't give a hoot about it. Cos I don't see why I have to live up to any of your expectations.

I've tried, not that I don't want to, but I've given up. Really, I have. And yes I may have lost whatever high place that you put me in. It's ok... cos i know, that im facing my mistakes and not running away from it. If that is the wrong thing to do, you should have a change in religion and career.

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destroyed...

completely..

hurt, how does it feel?
it's like shouting without words..

the heart tore into pieces by you..
but still it wouldn't rupture..

Who's the one who made you change?
you don't recall my careness anymore..

You have forsaken, leaving the past..
I only thought it's better not to blame you..

I thought love is the pity of suffering..
enduring the tiredness of generiosity..

Happiness can give me comfort
the tears of your heartache

Forgiving yours is not right either
i only hope to open you heart..

Not overdemanding a perfect one
I thought love is a pity of suffering

You can make me not regret
treating you like this as my dear

but when you have taught me how to love you..
too bad.. love is not there anymore...

whatever you do..
will be a waste...

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I never should of waited so long to say
What I've always known since the very first day..


Dreams can't take the place of loving you...


How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.


你已經遠遠離開
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你....


but i can't...


walk away...

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I never knew such a day could come
And I never knew such a love
Could be inside of one
And I never knew what my life was for
But now that you're here I know for sure
I never knew till I looked in your eyes
I was incomplete till the day you walked into my life
And I never knew that my heart could feel
So precious and pure
One love so real

Can I just see you every morning when
I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you

Now baby the days and the weeks
And the years will roll by
But nothing will change the love inside
Of you and I
And baby I'll never find any words
That could explain
Just how much my heart my life
My soul you've changed
Can you run to these open arms
When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
I'm your woman, and you're my man
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you
No touch has ever felt so wonderful(You are incredible)
And a deeper love I've never known(I'll never let you go)
I swear this love is true(Now and forever to you)(only for you)
To you

Can I just see you every morning when
I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you
Can you run to these open arms
When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
You're my woman, and you're my man
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just spend my life with you(Forever here with you)
Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just see you every morning when I
Open my eyes

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I held her close to me
Coz I know she breaks so easily
And then I told her
Though I knew no matter how I tried to console her
Then she'd do the best she could
But there are times the best is no damn good
And no matter how you try to be kind
There's always still a part of you you'll leave behind
When they fall apart
There's no easy way to break somebody's heart.

I lied and told her she'll be fine
Though we both knew it was just a lie
I had to do it Coz I had said anything to help me get through it.
And she reached out for my hand
And her simple touch was more than I could stand
And I had to turn away coz I knew
All the hurt that she was feeling,
I was feeling too
When they fall apart
There's no easy way to break somebody's heart.

She could've gotten angry
And made me feel like a guilty child
But I realized that never was her style
I wanted her to hurt me
And not treat me like a friend
I wanted her to say "there'd be someday I'd come crawling on my knees to ask her back again"
But she acted like a lady till the end
Oh, what a lady!
I thought that she'd bring down
But she smiled at me and never made a sound
And I guess she understood in her way
Coz her silence told me everything she could not say
When they fall apart
There's easy way to break
There's just no easy way
There's no easy way to break somebody's heart...

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