Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on


And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial


Stones taught me to flyLove,
it taught me to cry
So come on courage
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you

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all the people in this world that believe in u,
u give em fake hope to hold on i think u already know
but u continue to show nothing but the silence
they say u love us then why am i seeing this violence?
they said we have to help ourselves before god can help our soul
den dat means dat we alone in dis world dat we control
not u, u never had us, u never did
so all the things that i was taught wen i was young were bullshit...

uve taken my grandpa less than a mth ago, and now u're hitting on my grandma?!
i'd never forgive u if u take her now,
she's got so much more to live for..
she hasnt enjoyed her later years yet..
wat does one do to deserve a slow painful death?
whatever happened to dying in ur sleep?
isnt that the way to go..
so the many that are heading to be by ur side,
why do they have to suffer to get there?
prove their faith for u in their darkess hours?
why do ppl of much faith keep saying that the departed is where God is?
and that he/she's in a much better place?
come on,
have u been there and back?
how'd the hell u know?
is that supposed to comfort someone?
i dun think so..
a death is a death, there is no "he's gone to a better place"
how much better can the incinerator be?
or 6th feet under ground for that matter?
i really wonder what we see in our final seconds as we breathe our last breath..
our loved ones? happier moments in life? a new beginning? a better place?
well.. i'd find out when its time.
till den,
pls dun let her suffer,
its so fucking unfair for her..
she's been suffering for the past 10yrs..
e least u could do, with all the power that u have,
is to let her go in peace, if she must go..
even so,
many hearts will weep..

hang in there ah ma..
prayers will be answered..

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Rhianna - Unfaithful

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company

She's more than a girl
and this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to her I just can't be true

and I know that she knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills her inside
to know that I am happy with some other girl
I can see her dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see her die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt her anymore
I don't wanna take away her life
I don't wanna be... a murderer

I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
she's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the guys
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well

cause I know that she knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills her inside
to know that I am happy with some other girl
I can see her dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see her die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt her anymore
I don't wanna take away her life
I don't wanna be... a murderer

our love
Her trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to her head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see her die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt her anymore
I don't wanna take away her life
I don't wanna be... a murderer (a murderer)

No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah

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Come with me
Let me walk u through the world that I currently stay in,
You can take a look around and tell me if I'm mistaken
You can even talk to everybody that I live with
Maybe you could tell me why everybody's so distant
Is it me or maybe, when I look around daily
I don't even know the people I can put my trust in lately
People that I used to hang with now their actin' to different
I'm still the same person why doesn't anybody listen
Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we'd be
Right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I'm losing hope..

Sometimes you'll find a place that might just remind you of home
But if it doesn't feel like home
You can do what I do
Just pretend you don't feel so alone

I keep puffin 'til my lips turn white
And my chest gets tight
But who the fuck really cares
when you're So far left behind that even death looks right
All I can do is hope for the best and pray
That it gets a little better than yesterday

Can't even think what happened, feeling so confused

You're no longer who u used to be
I wonder what brought about this change in you
U used to be the best,
put all our worries to rest.
I thank you for giving us the freedom to experience life,
for if u never let go of the bicycle,
I'd never have learnt how to cycle.
If u didnt throw me into the pool,
I wouldnt have learnt how to swim.
When u left me on the top of the stairs, and asked me to jump into ur arms,
I did, cos i trusted that u would catch me and not let me fall.
U've never failed to pick me up everytime i fell.
But it all seems different now,
now, u seem so.... distant..
its like i dun even know u anymore..
it hurts, its tearing me apart, its tearing us apart.

the other day when i brought up an issue,
u said u were not upset?
who were u tryin to kid?
u were dead unhappy.
not with me, but with her.
WHY?!
she may be naggy and ridiculous at times, but havent u always said that we should do our part to help her?
or do those words dun mean anything now?
so u know how hard i fought to hold back the tears at the dinner table?!
dun u even feel anything wrong with the way u treat her sometimes?!
i feel so so bad for her u know? i bet u'd never know..
in fact, i feel like shit, lousy and heartbroken.
she feels the exact same way.
is it so hard to visit a dying man?
IS IT?!?!
cant u be her pillar of strength as u once were?!
do u know how badly she needs u..
when she wants to bring u to see the old man, never know when it might be the last time u see him,
she actually has plea that u do not show ur anger or raise ur voice at her when u pick her up?!?!
what has become of the both of u..
its not fair reallie, not fair for her at all..
she deserves so much better...
and the worst part of it all?
she doesnt tell u..she just swallows it and keep it inside

when asked for ur help to teach him
all u did was shout at him
we're not ur office workers,
we're a family..
YOUR family..

I've been looking at people And how they change with the times
And lately all I've been seeing are people Throwing love away and losing their minds
Or maybe it's me that's gone crazy
'Cause I can't understand why
All these people keep hurting each other
When good love is so hard to come by
So what's the glory in living
Doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore
And if love never lasts forever
Tell me what's forever for

Pls dun tear this apart.
If u do, I'm gonna find it really hard to forgive u..
so hard that i may end up hating u..
but i dun want to hate u..
please dun make me do..
i beg of u...Dad...

And my grandfather's face is stuck in my mind and how Seeing him tonight may be the last time

Soon I'll be gone, I don't know when I'll be back
But in this world everything can change
just like that,
Like that...

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