Friday, May 05, 2006

Come with me
Let me walk u through the world that I currently stay in,
You can take a look around and tell me if I'm mistaken
You can even talk to everybody that I live with
Maybe you could tell me why everybody's so distant
Is it me or maybe, when I look around daily
I don't even know the people I can put my trust in lately
People that I used to hang with now their actin' to different
I'm still the same person why doesn't anybody listen
Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we'd be
Right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I'm losing hope..

Sometimes you'll find a place that might just remind you of home
But if it doesn't feel like home
You can do what I do
Just pretend you don't feel so alone

I keep puffin 'til my lips turn white
And my chest gets tight
But who the fuck really cares
when you're So far left behind that even death looks right
All I can do is hope for the best and pray
That it gets a little better than yesterday

Can't even think what happened, feeling so confused

You're no longer who u used to be
I wonder what brought about this change in you
U used to be the best,
put all our worries to rest.
I thank you for giving us the freedom to experience life,
for if u never let go of the bicycle,
I'd never have learnt how to cycle.
If u didnt throw me into the pool,
I wouldnt have learnt how to swim.
When u left me on the top of the stairs, and asked me to jump into ur arms,
I did, cos i trusted that u would catch me and not let me fall.
U've never failed to pick me up everytime i fell.
But it all seems different now,
now, u seem so.... distant..
its like i dun even know u anymore..
it hurts, its tearing me apart, its tearing us apart.

the other day when i brought up an issue,
u said u were not upset?
who were u tryin to kid?
u were dead unhappy.
not with me, but with her.
WHY?!
she may be naggy and ridiculous at times, but havent u always said that we should do our part to help her?
or do those words dun mean anything now?
so u know how hard i fought to hold back the tears at the dinner table?!
dun u even feel anything wrong with the way u treat her sometimes?!
i feel so so bad for her u know? i bet u'd never know..
in fact, i feel like shit, lousy and heartbroken.
she feels the exact same way.
is it so hard to visit a dying man?
IS IT?!?!
cant u be her pillar of strength as u once were?!
do u know how badly she needs u..
when she wants to bring u to see the old man, never know when it might be the last time u see him,
she actually has plea that u do not show ur anger or raise ur voice at her when u pick her up?!?!
what has become of the both of u..
its not fair reallie, not fair for her at all..
she deserves so much better...
and the worst part of it all?
she doesnt tell u..she just swallows it and keep it inside

when asked for ur help to teach him
all u did was shout at him
we're not ur office workers,
we're a family..
YOUR family..

I've been looking at people And how they change with the times
And lately all I've been seeing are people Throwing love away and losing their minds
Or maybe it's me that's gone crazy
'Cause I can't understand why
All these people keep hurting each other
When good love is so hard to come by
So what's the glory in living
Doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore
And if love never lasts forever
Tell me what's forever for

Pls dun tear this apart.
If u do, I'm gonna find it really hard to forgive u..
so hard that i may end up hating u..
but i dun want to hate u..
please dun make me do..
i beg of u...Dad...

And my grandfather's face is stuck in my mind and how Seeing him tonight may be the last time

Soon I'll be gone, I don't know when I'll be back
But in this world everything can change
just like that,
Like that...

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