all the people in this world that believe in u,
u give em fake hope to hold on i think u already know
but u continue to show nothing but the silence
they say u love us then why am i seeing this violence?
they said we have to help ourselves before god can help our soul
den dat means dat we alone in dis world dat we control
not u, u never had us, u never did
so all the things that i was taught wen i was young were bullshit...

uve taken my grandpa less than a mth ago, and now u're hitting on my grandma?!
i'd never forgive u if u take her now,
she's got so much more to live for..
she hasnt enjoyed her later years yet..
wat does one do to deserve a slow painful death?
whatever happened to dying in ur sleep?
isnt that the way to go..
so the many that are heading to be by ur side,
why do they have to suffer to get there?
prove their faith for u in their darkess hours?
why do ppl of much faith keep saying that the departed is where God is?
and that he/she's in a much better place?
come on,
have u been there and back?
how'd the hell u know?
is that supposed to comfort someone?
i dun think so..
a death is a death, there is no "he's gone to a better place"
how much better can the incinerator be?
or 6th feet under ground for that matter?
i really wonder what we see in our final seconds as we breathe our last breath..
our loved ones? happier moments in life? a new beginning? a better place?
well.. i'd find out when its time.
till den,
pls dun let her suffer,
its so fucking unfair for her..
she's been suffering for the past 10yrs..
e least u could do, with all the power that u have,
is to let her go in peace, if she must go..
even so,
many hearts will weep..

hang in there ah ma..
prayers will be answered..