Saturday, June 03, 2006
Doc wanna see the whole family in 2hrs...
doesnt seem good at all..
and she was supposed to be better..
but yet she collapsed again..
15min without oxygen to her brain..
this is just too soon...
I never should of waited so long to say
What I've always known since the very first day
Thought that you would stay forever with me
But the time has come for you to leave
Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life
It's you that I live for, and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you till the final goodbye
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only hang in there.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
I've kissed your cheeks and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my grandma.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
you'd be the great grandmother of my child.
I'd spend your lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
10:41;