Take A Walk

sometimes i tryta picture, my dream becoming real
cuz im living in a world of bricks and cold steel
where a dream is all i have to hold and carry on
the mentality of being deprived for to long
i been having these doubts, these regrets, i cant shut out
am i chasing my dream? do i kno wat its about?
can it be touched? how much.. time i've given up
for nothing. still here nobody giving a fcuk
for what? ppl tell me "look at u, u made it far""u on tv, ppl kno u, ppl treat u like a star"
i put my heart into this shit, my heart bleeds with every word
yet sometimes, i feel blind, n dats hurting me worse
ive been blinded by a vision that im falling in the dark
reaching up to grab a hand but instead i grab my heart
n im pulling it out, so fierce i cant explain
in my dreams, i dream a dream thats causing me pain


i had a dream in my head that one day it would be different
if i kept my heart pure then one day id be forgiven
but life is hard hittin n i kno it to well
n the top is where im aiming cuz im livin through hell
n only some of u can tell, cuz i dont really talk to much
keep a smile on my face but inside ive had enough
to survive i play it tough, cuz nobody gave me a break
i been through so much drama how much more can i take?
and i never fuckin ran from any obstacle at hand
then why do i get punished i could never understand
i dream of one day that i can change another man
with my music, make a difference thats all in my plan
i talk the talk, walk the walk through my life in everyday
paid my dues, for my sins, in almost every fuckin way
but still its not enough, seems like it never is
n i guess, hope pushs me to constantly dig..